Thoughts before I fall asleep at night

These are the things I have decided are of the utmost importance to me. My core values and motivations.

Firstly God and the romance that has been re-kindled through my church family at The Lighthouse Church in Mammoth Lakes. The balance I've found between the 2 extreme ends of the spectrum I've been on these past Four years from close-minded-bible-thumper to free-loving-wild-haired-hippie-child. That condemnation and regrets don't come from God just all things good and forgiving and learning and onward moving. Who I have been, has made me who I am today.

Mostly rock climbing but also hiking and being outdoors  in general. For the presence of the Lord that I find and for my own piece of mind. For the physical demand  of being an outdoor activist and keeping my inner child young. to keep exploring and feeding my already wild imagination. to keep creativity and flexibility in every part of my life and free flowing. To keep climbing trees and being silly.

Love and letting those close to me know it. Always coming back to visit family, no matter where I land. loving my family, friends and strangers alike. To carry an atmosphere of love and life and acceptance to all i come in contact with. To allow the blessings that have come to my life to always be recognized and then overflow on to everyone I know and meet. To bless others.

Honesty and sincerity in all I do. To keep my karma positive always and do good for others in faith that what I need will be provided. To be real and avoid putting up unnecessary walls. To take pride in knowing that I held myself to my own standards regardless of how "easy it could have been" or what others are doing.

To keep growing and becoming a better version of who I am. To be alright with messing up and bouncing back; always bouncing back. To value everything about myself while still considering improvements and humbly accepting suggestions. I am not perfect but it's about the journey. To be content with where I am, knowing I am moving forward.

To be patient and forgiving with myself, those I work with and all I know. That I would be gentle and kind but wise and fierce. To be confident in what I know and believe. To be fierce in achieving what I want for myself and Gods plan for me.

and to always leave room for more...